Last night before going to bed I took the initiative to sit down and scribble words on a blank sheet of paper, and it turned out successful. My final text is called “Sometimes”, I hope you enjoy it.
Sometimes
Sometimes I wish I could rewind
Go back into the past
Make everything seemingly perfect
Fix every broken heart
Put a smile on every sad face
Bring significance to my existence
I want to live longer
I want more time
I want to be yesterday
But I can’t
Sometimes I wish I could pause
Stop time
Discover what is mine
To whom I belong
How I got to this point
Who I truly am
I want to be at a hundred places at once
I want to stop loosing time
I want to be today
But I can’t
Sometimes I wish I could fast-forward
Skip ahead into the future
Forget the awkward situations
The solitary nights
The gloomy days
To see what’s coming up ahead
I want to witness the magic moments
I want my life to be
I want to waste time
I want to be tomorrow
But I can’t
Sometimes I wish I could stop
Put my life on hold
Put an end to this chaos
Mute this uproar
Hide away from this calamity
Shield my eyes from the truth
I want to be free
I want to be liberated
I want nothing more than nothing
I want to be gone
But I can’t
Sometimes I wish I could hold on tighter
Believe in tomorrow
In a new day
There’s so much to do yet so little time
But when you think about it you have a whole lifetime
I want time
I need time
I have time
I’m simply losing some while trying to get some
Living one day as if it was the last
Second by second
I want imperfections
I want something different
I want something more
I want to live
And I can…
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Copyright © Cédric JM Gigoux, 2009
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Materialistic Urgency
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All we want is money, money, money, all we need is love, love, love...
-You know when you have these supplement teachers in class, and the teacher that you normally have left a ton of work to make the supplement’s life easier but it never turns out as planned since the class is noisy, disruptive and they don’t give a damn? Well that was today’s math class. I don’t know why but teenagers simply have a tendency of acting very strangely when their daily routine is somewhat messed up. We gave him a hard time, seriously, people were running around in class and we didn’t even work. He didn’t seem to mind, I mean, he was reading his newspaper the whole time.
I read the news really recently and I saw that they found pieces of the plane that disappeared. That story is so sad; I can’t believe stuff like this still happens.
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Rise Upon
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The sky is shinning, my faith is dying, I might be lying...
-I just got back from baseball, it was one crazy game. I tell you, my life is so unpredictable, as I was running to the first base I tripped…luckily it rained today so I slipped for a few meters. When I got up I was soaking wet, felt as if I had just took a shower. And since it had rained people thought the game was cancelled so we literally a group of 10 people. I didn’t mind, I got to clarify things concerning the photo shoot with my friend (she got the area under her lip pierced, it’s so cool, now I feel like getting snake bites) and turns out we’re taking the pictures tomorrow. Oh, and my dad informed me that the Stanley Cup finally is tonight, I was surprised (I so don’t watch hockey) that they even show these games on TV in 2009. Anyways, I have so much stuff to do, better get to work. See ya.
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