Finally I see sunlight! It seems like forever since the sun last pierced the cloudy veil that has been covering our much beloved city sky. Time is going by so fast; I can’t believe this year is already coming to an end. I still remember the first day of school in 9th grade, it’s so crazy. Before I go further with this post I’m officially announcing that this is the last post in which I’m explaining each and every day like in a personal diary since it’s getting very long and repetitive.
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Society's Meadow
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A glimpse of light in the concrete jungle
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Monday was freezing cold! We had an extended lunch since the student counsel organised activities on the school’s patio, one of them being a station where 12th graders as well as our principal got their legs waxed to raise money for the prom. It was disgusting, but I really wanted to see people scream! It was so darn cold out in the open that we decided to head…to the river? Sometimes I really wonder what goes through our minds, I mean we’re complaining that we’re freezing cold but then we decide to hang out near water where the temperature drops down considerably due to these winds (I really don’t know what I’m talking about…we learned that in science class and I already forgot, proof of school’s awkward purpose). I’m seriously starting to wonder if global warming is a global crisis after all…or if it even exists! We’re heading to the middle of June and it’s about 10 degrees Celsius outside, that’s abnormal. Soon enough there’s going to have a new ice age and we’re all going to die…just kidding. When I got home that night I basically came in and crashed in my room; I rarely watch TV but that night was an “exception”, I really didn’t have much inspiration all together. And guess what was playing, none other than the MTV Movie Awards, so retarded. Especially when Robert Pattinson (I messed up his last name…people are going to kill me for that) and the girl playing Bella were about to kiss…and after what seemed to be an hour of suspense/disgust she turned away and said “thank you”?! I got sick of it until the phone rang, it was my friend. She saved me from a show I miserably couldn’t stop watching. She reminded me that we had a baseball game on Tuesday, being the next day. Obviously I couldn’t hang up on her; we talked for about half an hour (which is quite minimal compared to previous experiences) and she ended up telling me that she needed me as a model for a portfolio she needed to hand in at school as part of a final exam. I was so excited (I still am) since I don’t get to take photographs of myself quite often (my brother doesn’t see the point and it’s just “impossible” to do so). Even though I’m happy there were factors which caused some thinking, I desperately needed a haircut and well…they are some imperfections that we all wish we could correct…but in reality it’s not that easy. Hopefully for me there’s somewhat of a light at the end of the tunnel. When I was young I feel on my nose pretty hard…and it kind of made the structure collapse. Then when I started growing rapidly the shape of my nose deformed since there wasn’t a definite structure. Now I have this lump which is extremely annoying and brings some health problems, one being I can’t properly breathe and the other one is that I can’t smell…which in some circumstances might come in handy. Back to the solution part, my name is presently on a waiting list which is HUGE since there’s a lack of specialists in the region. One day I’ll be on that operating table, ready for a much deserved plastic surgery which will obviously give me a better looking profile (don’t get me wrong here, I’m not saying that I find myself repulsive, far from that, it’s just a minimalist touch).
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Monday was freezing cold! We had an extended lunch since the student counsel organised activities on the school’s patio, one of them being a station where 12th graders as well as our principal got their legs waxed to raise money for the prom. It was disgusting, but I really wanted to see people scream! It was so darn cold out in the open that we decided to head…to the river? Sometimes I really wonder what goes through our minds, I mean we’re complaining that we’re freezing cold but then we decide to hang out near water where the temperature drops down considerably due to these winds (I really don’t know what I’m talking about…we learned that in science class and I already forgot, proof of school’s awkward purpose). I’m seriously starting to wonder if global warming is a global crisis after all…or if it even exists! We’re heading to the middle of June and it’s about 10 degrees Celsius outside, that’s abnormal. Soon enough there’s going to have a new ice age and we’re all going to die…just kidding. When I got home that night I basically came in and crashed in my room; I rarely watch TV but that night was an “exception”, I really didn’t have much inspiration all together. And guess what was playing, none other than the MTV Movie Awards, so retarded. Especially when Robert Pattinson (I messed up his last name…people are going to kill me for that) and the girl playing Bella were about to kiss…and after what seemed to be an hour of suspense/disgust she turned away and said “thank you”?! I got sick of it until the phone rang, it was my friend. She saved me from a show I miserably couldn’t stop watching. She reminded me that we had a baseball game on Tuesday, being the next day. Obviously I couldn’t hang up on her; we talked for about half an hour (which is quite minimal compared to previous experiences) and she ended up telling me that she needed me as a model for a portfolio she needed to hand in at school as part of a final exam. I was so excited (I still am) since I don’t get to take photographs of myself quite often (my brother doesn’t see the point and it’s just “impossible” to do so). Even though I’m happy there were factors which caused some thinking, I desperately needed a haircut and well…they are some imperfections that we all wish we could correct…but in reality it’s not that easy. Hopefully for me there’s somewhat of a light at the end of the tunnel. When I was young I feel on my nose pretty hard…and it kind of made the structure collapse. Then when I started growing rapidly the shape of my nose deformed since there wasn’t a definite structure. Now I have this lump which is extremely annoying and brings some health problems, one being I can’t properly breathe and the other one is that I can’t smell…which in some circumstances might come in handy. Back to the solution part, my name is presently on a waiting list which is HUGE since there’s a lack of specialists in the region. One day I’ll be on that operating table, ready for a much deserved plastic surgery which will obviously give me a better looking profile (don’t get me wrong here, I’m not saying that I find myself repulsive, far from that, it’s just a minimalist touch).
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Naked Pebbles
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Remeber who you are, whatever the situation might be
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Tuesday we really got down to business in class. The teachers gave us all of our projects and it’s horrible, I don’t think I’ll be able to finish everything in time, especially in History where we have this 32 section thing of 100 words or so to hand in for next week…I’m stressing out. In English we have to develop a promotional campaign to glorify a mathematician and we’re so not going somewhere with it…Finally in French we need to compose this fairy tale story kind of text, so not my type. I’m a bubbly person; I mean I should be able to write this stuff…but NO! My texts are kind of depressive (said by my mom) and they all put in evidence a disturbing aspect of today’s society, which I find very alarming. Following my friend’s phone call I was going to get my hair done for the shoot, either way my hair was really long and messy. I really wasn’t sure of what I wanted…I tried explaining it to my hairdresser, how I usually straighten my hair (epic failure every time, if only I had a stylist with me 24/7) and that lately it was out of control and very “heavy”, meaning that I wanted something that seemed more light weight and wasn’t to short at the same time. In the end it was good, I took a picture (me taking a picture of myself…horrible) and I’m posting it right under here. It was also my first baseball game of the season. I was really naïve since I haven’t done physical activity in a while (my mom keeps on telling me I should go to the gym and workout…I just don’t feel like it). When the game started I was a bit rusty…but hell, I did a homerun and I scored the very FIRST point of the season. I was really proud of myself. At the game my friend was there so we talked a bit about the photo shoot. She kept on calling it “our thing” and it was very uncomfortable when adults kept starring at us as if we were some perverted children. I opted calling it “our project” which made no difference since it’s as random and weird.
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Tuesday we really got down to business in class. The teachers gave us all of our projects and it’s horrible, I don’t think I’ll be able to finish everything in time, especially in History where we have this 32 section thing of 100 words or so to hand in for next week…I’m stressing out. In English we have to develop a promotional campaign to glorify a mathematician and we’re so not going somewhere with it…Finally in French we need to compose this fairy tale story kind of text, so not my type. I’m a bubbly person; I mean I should be able to write this stuff…but NO! My texts are kind of depressive (said by my mom) and they all put in evidence a disturbing aspect of today’s society, which I find very alarming. Following my friend’s phone call I was going to get my hair done for the shoot, either way my hair was really long and messy. I really wasn’t sure of what I wanted…I tried explaining it to my hairdresser, how I usually straighten my hair (epic failure every time, if only I had a stylist with me 24/7) and that lately it was out of control and very “heavy”, meaning that I wanted something that seemed more light weight and wasn’t to short at the same time. In the end it was good, I took a picture (me taking a picture of myself…horrible) and I’m posting it right under here. It was also my first baseball game of the season. I was really naïve since I haven’t done physical activity in a while (my mom keeps on telling me I should go to the gym and workout…I just don’t feel like it). When the game started I was a bit rusty…but hell, I did a homerun and I scored the very FIRST point of the season. I was really proud of myself. At the game my friend was there so we talked a bit about the photo shoot. She kept on calling it “our thing” and it was very uncomfortable when adults kept starring at us as if we were some perverted children. I opted calling it “our project” which made no difference since it’s as random and weird.
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Obscene Problems
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Just make a fuss about it!
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Wednesday, I write to much…my French teacher made a “breakdown” in front of class where she stopped talking for 10 minutes (relieve) and held her head, nodding, as if something was miserably wrong. She keeps on incorporating her personal life into class and it’s getting very frustrating! School is like hell right now, I remember in primary school; at this time of year we weren’t doing much, while now it’s intense learning and studying for the final exams. I hate high school…although I’m really going to miss it once I’m gone to University. Finally I got to escape…to the mall! I was going to buy some clothing at American Apparel (that store seriously freaks me out…I need to get used to it) but in the end I didn’t buy anything other than a case for my BlackBerry. I already have one, it’s this holster that goes on the side of your hip but I find it to “business” looking (leather and all) so I opted for the basic silicone case that protects the edges. It was really inexpensive, considering that some people sell them almost 30$ the piece.
Wednesday, I write to much…my French teacher made a “breakdown” in front of class where she stopped talking for 10 minutes (relieve) and held her head, nodding, as if something was miserably wrong. She keeps on incorporating her personal life into class and it’s getting very frustrating! School is like hell right now, I remember in primary school; at this time of year we weren’t doing much, while now it’s intense learning and studying for the final exams. I hate high school…although I’m really going to miss it once I’m gone to University. Finally I got to escape…to the mall! I was going to buy some clothing at American Apparel (that store seriously freaks me out…I need to get used to it) but in the end I didn’t buy anything other than a case for my BlackBerry. I already have one, it’s this holster that goes on the side of your hip but I find it to “business” looking (leather and all) so I opted for the basic silicone case that protects the edges. It was really inexpensive, considering that some people sell them almost 30$ the piece.
I'm heading to bed soon enough, I have to get up early tomorrow since I'm playing of a "person in the backgroud" in this television show. It's actually paying, can't wait.
