Friday, July 24, 2009

Fast-Forward

My life is going at top speed

I don’t know what’s going on right now, I feel as if everything is playing in fast-forward. It’s almost 10 p.m. and I personally feel as if I just woke up, it’s crazy. Every time I look at the clock I skip 30 minutes of my life. It’s the feeling you get when you wake up to late in the morning, as if your whole day is wasted. The funny thing is that I didn’t wake up late this morning. I slept in until 9, which is considered somewhat late for me but on a whole day plan it’s actually not bad. Then again why do I get this feeling? Probably because I’m stuck in a house which is out of control, in a house where I’m presently the oldest being and I have to take everything in charge. Like I mentioned yesterday, my parents are gone to Montreal and they’re coming back tonight, in the mean time I have to cope with my brother who is acting like a liberated young adult, meaning he does everything he wants when he wants. No joke he’s been on the phone with this girl for at least 7 hours. Some might find it cute but up to this point it got down right annoying. But if I look on the brighter side if time is going by fast my parents will get here even faster and my life will go back to normal.
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Cry Me A River
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And drown me in love
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I found the highlight of my day this morning! Some will know what I’m talking about while others will look at me confused, here I go anyways. I really like this song (well it’s kind of old) named “Do You Believe In Life After Love” by an artist named Cher. All my life, and I’m not kidding, I have associated the artist’s voice with a man’s face, until this morning. I was in my brother’s bedroom when he was watching MuchMusic when all of a sudden the music video of “Do You Believe In Life After Love” starts playing. 20 seconds into the song Cher starts to sing and to my surprise…it’s a SHE! I’m like blown away, I can never listen to the song the same way ever again. It’s not like she’s a transsexual or whatever, she’s actually a girl from birth. Confused I go see my dad who tells me that she’s indeed a woman and that he always knew and never thought she sounded like a man. It must just be my really pathetic musical ear because I’m all messed up until now.

I’m so unwell right now that I don’t even know what to write about. How about I blab about something random, like a show I watched today on TV. I caught my very first episode of 16 and pregnant and I must say that it’s a really good show. It puts in context the life of young teenage pregnancy and I just can’t believe how much those girls, and sometimes guys…as in the fathers, go through. It must be unbearable to know that your life kind of stops in an instant, or at least it takes a definite step back for a while.
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Stone Heart
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Je te donnerai tout au monde pour te rendre heureuse, mais je fais de ma vie ce qui me plait...et tu fais parti de ma vie...
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To end this post I can sincerely say that time will surely come back to normal since I have my 3rd driver’s license class tomorrow. And when I’m in that class time goes by SO slowly. I only wish I could skip ahead for a bit, but you know what they say: live your life one second at a time…because you never know what’s going to happen. I’m all done for today, I need to go on with my very lame resume. Wish me luck, yet again!

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