I just finished watching the Canada’s Next Top Model finale; what a show! I’m here right now, sitting in front of the computer, wanting a brand new camera, a big room with huge white walls, extraordinary lighting, and that perfect smile that’s only waiting to be captured. Unfortunately I have none of that, and I don’t intend on owning any of that material within the next days…if only I could. Don’t you just hate it, or love it, how every time you finish a captivating book, movie, or television show, you’re in this kind of phase where you want to be exactly like the people in that specific media. It’s the whole reality that’s rubbing off onto you and you just can’t help it but dream. It’s what the producers want after all; they want you to be begging for more until you can’t take it anymore.
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It's in the Eyes II
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Within my soul lies a sea of misery
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About yesterday’s post, it was quite spontaneous and it actually felt good to give out my opinion for once. I’m usually the kind of guy that philosophically stands still as he’s getting the beating rather than putting up a fight. Everything is mirrored, sometimes it’s profitable to do so while on other occasions I wish I could turn back time and stand up to my enemies. I guess we all chose our fights for a reason, waiting for the perfect moment to strike. I’d rather build up an ocean of insults inside of soul than squirting out criticism that’s thrown at me. Don’t they say that once isn’t often enough? I wonder…maybe once is only a warning, twice is the strike…and thrice?! Can I even say thrice? Anyways…third times the charm and by then I hope people realize that something is going wildly wrong. It’s like a reference to modern warfare…we had World War I, which served as a message to humanity, then came World War II which was the strike on humanity, and now are we waiting for World War III? Waiting? Waiting on the world to change? Like Einstein said: I do not know with what weapons World War III will be fought but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones. Where am I going with this anyways? I leave this to your discretion, take of it what you might find pertinent and leave the rest out.
I feel like this crazy psychopath that’s yapping about the end of the world and all, forgive me my innocence. I just think that my posts are more interesting when I have a random discussion with myself other than enumerating every single event of my boring little day, like the fact that I edited pictures of Em via Windows Live Messenger, and that the pictures turned out to be AMAZING, to a point where I’d consider one in particular as an add in a magazine. That’s not important, right? I mean it’s the basic post I used to write…somebody stop me.
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About yesterday’s post, it was quite spontaneous and it actually felt good to give out my opinion for once. I’m usually the kind of guy that philosophically stands still as he’s getting the beating rather than putting up a fight. Everything is mirrored, sometimes it’s profitable to do so while on other occasions I wish I could turn back time and stand up to my enemies. I guess we all chose our fights for a reason, waiting for the perfect moment to strike. I’d rather build up an ocean of insults inside of soul than squirting out criticism that’s thrown at me. Don’t they say that once isn’t often enough? I wonder…maybe once is only a warning, twice is the strike…and thrice?! Can I even say thrice? Anyways…third times the charm and by then I hope people realize that something is going wildly wrong. It’s like a reference to modern warfare…we had World War I, which served as a message to humanity, then came World War II which was the strike on humanity, and now are we waiting for World War III? Waiting? Waiting on the world to change? Like Einstein said: I do not know with what weapons World War III will be fought but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones. Where am I going with this anyways? I leave this to your discretion, take of it what you might find pertinent and leave the rest out.
I feel like this crazy psychopath that’s yapping about the end of the world and all, forgive me my innocence. I just think that my posts are more interesting when I have a random discussion with myself other than enumerating every single event of my boring little day, like the fact that I edited pictures of Em via Windows Live Messenger, and that the pictures turned out to be AMAZING, to a point where I’d consider one in particular as an add in a magazine. That’s not important, right? I mean it’s the basic post I used to write…somebody stop me.
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Ce Soir Je Suis Roi
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Et personne ne m'en empêchera...
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I think I better go dose off for a bit…and when I say a bit I mean a lot, because what I’m saying doesn’t make any sense. I’m basically having a discussion with myself over and over again, trying to find an answer but wanting to ask more questions in the process. Don’t worry, I’m quite sane at the very moment, I’m just confused.
And don’t get me wrong, I actually posted Fergalicious as the song of the day, I’m not quite sure why. It’s probably just because I found it on my brother’s iPod and I listened to it for fun. Quite an addicting song indeed, but it’s just completely not appropriate for my musical ear. Anyways, don’t pay attention to that, it’s not important.
P.S.: Em, if you ever read this post, don’t be offended. Your pictures were truly amazing and I had the time of my life editing them. Me saying that “it’s not important” is just me being confused and trying to find an answer to a question within a question…if you even get what I mean.
The Daily Beat : Fergalicious – Fergie
I think I better go dose off for a bit…and when I say a bit I mean a lot, because what I’m saying doesn’t make any sense. I’m basically having a discussion with myself over and over again, trying to find an answer but wanting to ask more questions in the process. Don’t worry, I’m quite sane at the very moment, I’m just confused.
And don’t get me wrong, I actually posted Fergalicious as the song of the day, I’m not quite sure why. It’s probably just because I found it on my brother’s iPod and I listened to it for fun. Quite an addicting song indeed, but it’s just completely not appropriate for my musical ear. Anyways, don’t pay attention to that, it’s not important.
P.S.: Em, if you ever read this post, don’t be offended. Your pictures were truly amazing and I had the time of my life editing them. Me saying that “it’s not important” is just me being confused and trying to find an answer to a question within a question…if you even get what I mean.
The Daily Beat : Fergalicious – Fergie
